No sound, no friends, no family..
I used to be alone, strange surrounding by people
I don’t need them to understand me as much as Im tired to understand
people..
Waste my energy, my time and my brilliant idea..
I can think clearly oh only if you leave me lonely..
So, If I ask you to stay, I’m not joking, no need laughing..
There is no complete life nor even for the perfect one..
In this faithfulness feeling I’m asking you to fulfill my heart,
Even I knew the reason will hurt me a lot..
And you keep saying that you don’t want to lose me,
but why I can not have you..
Your best friend request has been rejected,
Cause I feel you could be more than that, oh you are so deserved ..
I keep smoking while I’m writing these words..
That’s all I can do or else I will do something worse.
Bar and alcohol or ridiculous voices..
So now I’m sitting again front of my Mac, playing a thousand words in
my brain..
Keep writing and wish someday I will meet you again..
And if I can’t make it, maybe
you will read these words going wild in the Internet..
You will understand, but you already old by years and situation..
And at that moment, I’m not breathing and walking at all at your
planet..
You finally understand that you just throw away the gem that GOD send
to you..
But, you don’t know how to get me back, because I already fly in the
sky of freedom,..
Sky.. where there is no human can see me..
I will fly and tell about the story
of one beautiful creator that I found on the Earth…
I will tell this story to the wind, cloud and let the rain share it
to the Earth, so the ground will understand me and the stones become soft…
They will say hi to you with tenderness, so you can feel how much I
want to give all that I have, hold your heart with all the good things that you
never know before..
they will make you understand
how much that I want you to know, but I don’t have the strange to show this and
you rejected me before you understand..
People called me crazy, family called me weird and the person that I
thought my friends called me stupid..
I do feel you in my heart without any possibility to be with you..
They called this is love, well its more than that..
Something that you only can feel and there is no deserve word to
describe that feeling..
How can I touched your heart only by telling something from my heart,
and all you can say just “ I feel cling with you”…
Because you don’t know how to explain, but I can hear you from a
thousand miles away.
We are living in the same earth, same sky..
Closed your eyes and open up your heart, there you can see me, look
at me with your heart, just like when the first time I said something to your
heart.
That thing will never change..
Today, September 12 2015, I’m tired…
I’m done..
I will silent and let GOD talking to you, because His the one who
gave me this heart, His the one who choose me for this feeling and His the only
reason why we met..
I’m not looking for you, you are not looking for me, God setting it
up for us.
Even, there is no one will understand this..
One story for the sky world, from me, my self and I……
